The Road I Walk Is Long but It Leads to a Good End.

Life is both bitter and cold (like many of my friends); you can never turn back the clock or take back the things you say. I am not a person that wants to turn back the clock; I do what I want to do because I live one life and I intend to live my life to it's fullest. I make my decisions based solely on what makes me happy and a lot of the time my friends can't accept that. I have only 2 true friends that are there NO MATTER WHAT; she will always be there through anything while loving me like a sister and he gives me the advice I need, when I need it without making me feel lousy. I wonder why the world hates me so, then I figure it out. I am real! They can't face the fact that I am living my own life and I do it independently. I don't need a guy or anyone else to make me feel like a person; I am my own woman and my other 'friend' seems to like to forget that. He consistantly tries to make me feel like a low down scumbag and I am so tired of his bullshit I could puke. I used to admire his honesty but know I am tired of his judgementa; bullshit. To judge a person is human nature but to constantly voice and opinion that NO ONE asks for is just obnoxious and attention seeking. He tries so hard to be accpeted it's almost pathetic; I'm not accepted and I admit I try but I don't make everyone I love feel like shit to prove it. I've fallen for quite the guy this time; he's sweet and caring but now I'm being judged for liking someone. I love being the different woman I am and I love the woman that I will one day become; even if no one else does.